Before I am slaughtered, I want to be turned into a pig. I want to spend the last months of my life naked in a pigsty. I sleep with the other pigs in a stall and eat with them from the trough. But I am not the alpha pig and am therefore fucked by the boar every day. So that my meat becomes nice and tender, my balls should be removed. My teeth and tongue should also be removed so that I can no longer make human noises. After a few months, I will feel and behave like a pig. That should be the day I am slaughtered. I want to be cut up alive.